I have officially announced the existence of this blog today. I don't know whether I should have done that, but I do know I don't have a lot of freedom when I blog there. Not with
someone's eyes watching.
Anyway, this week is cramped with tests, and maybe occasional common tests, which are still
tests. So freaking busy right now. I don't know how much longer this can go on. )))x Plus my mundane band life, non-existent social life and stagnant love life, I am at the most bottomest part of my life right now. ):
I don't know how to describe it, but lately my life has been like a sine graph, with large amplitudes and wavelengths, but tiny periods. Basically, it just means that there are a lot of things happening right now and they're all happening too soon and too fast. =\ I don't know what to do with myself anymore.
Despite all this chaos, I still find time to think about you. And honestly, I don't know if you're worth waiting or if you're just a waste of time. I won't harbour high hopes on you. I know can't afford to fall and disappoint myself again, cause I won't know how to put myself together.I want my fairy.