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Saturday, February 23, 2008/10:09 PM
Happy Birthday Seri! : D
Listening to : Ready Set Go - Tokio Hotel
Current Mood : Dreamy
Before I begin my post, lemme just say
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HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY SERI/SLUSHIE/SERISABLES!
=D
Sad to say, this is the only solo pic I hav of her. ) :
Anyways anyways anyways, gonna start update from Friday onwards.
Friday 22 February
School is boring as always. There was the Thinking Day thing and P. gave an interesting speech.
ZZZZZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.
Started the day with 2.4km. YAY! (?) My timing was so-so, but I still felt like dying at the end.
English test after that was ____________. Yeah you get what I mean.
Had band after school, as usual.
After band, went to canteen immediately to prepare the stuffs for Seri's birthday celebration like the cake etc etc.
Was supposed to be a surprise but it wasn't really that surprising.
But neh-vermind, because its the spirit that counts. :D
Crapped a lot in the canteen before Shuai Ge came in and interrupt. -_-
The rest is historey~ ;D
TODAY
Flag Day in the morning. We were dismissed and free to go anywhere.
Settled at Causeway Point. Breakfast-ed at Macs first before walking around the area like idiots. We (Me, Ada, Syaq, Aryn) were like the only HuaYians there. ._.
There were other schools there also, so...... yeah. But we still manage to fill at least a third of our cans and considering the fact that we had breakfast, that's quite good already.
Went home immediately after that and I watched PAPRIKA! Its so damn nice larrrr. Its an adult cartoon by the way. So if you're thinking "Murhani watches childish kids show", think again.
For now, PICTURES
._. Only one flag day pic. Meh~~~
And Seri is undoubtly the saddest birthday girl ever. D:
Oh, and before I forget, I thank Eleanor for sponsoring me with foolscaps this week!
:D
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Die die die. Weekend homework is killing me, as always. X___X
I hate it luhhhh~ I pray for one day where the teachers don't give us homework.
Of course, that's crapshit and won't anytime happen soon. T.T
Shall update soon when I have the time. Adios~
And I just had to turn you down. Really really sorry but I have lots to do. ):
And you couldn't hide your disappointment. Guilty me.
Current Mood : Dreamy
Before I begin my post, lemme just say
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HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY SERI/SLUSHIE/SERISABLES!
=D
Sad to say, this is the only solo pic I hav of her. ) :
Anyways anyways anyways, gonna start update from Friday onwards.
Friday 22 February
School is boring as always. There was the Thinking Day thing and P. gave an interesting speech.
ZZZZZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.
Started the day with 2.4km. YAY! (?) My timing was so-so, but I still felt like dying at the end.
English test after that was ____________. Yeah you get what I mean.
Had band after school, as usual.
After band, went to canteen immediately to prepare the stuffs for Seri's birthday celebration like the cake etc etc.
Was supposed to be a surprise but it wasn't really that surprising.
But neh-vermind, because its the spirit that counts. :D
Crapped a lot in the canteen before Shuai Ge came in and interrupt. -_-
The rest is historey~ ;D
TODAY
Flag Day in the morning. We were dismissed and free to go anywhere.
Settled at Causeway Point. Breakfast-ed at Macs first before walking around the area like idiots. We (Me, Ada, Syaq, Aryn) were like the only HuaYians there. ._.
There were other schools there also, so...... yeah. But we still manage to fill at least a third of our cans and considering the fact that we had breakfast, that's quite good already.
Went home immediately after that and I watched PAPRIKA! Its so damn nice larrrr. Its an adult cartoon by the way. So if you're thinking "Murhani watches childish kids show", think again.
For now, PICTURES
._. Only one flag day pic. Meh~~~
And Seri is undoubtly the saddest birthday girl ever. D:
Oh, and before I forget, I thank Eleanor for sponsoring me with foolscaps this week!
:D
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Die die die. Weekend homework is killing me, as always. X___X
I hate it luhhhh~ I pray for one day where the teachers don't give us homework.
Of course, that's crapshit and won't anytime happen soon. T.T
Shall update soon when I have the time. Adios~
And I just had to turn you down. Really really sorry but I have lots to do. ):
And you couldn't hide your disappointment. Guilty me.
Thursday, February 21, 2008/7:10 PM
Paper Roses LOVE (:
Listening to : Conspiracy - Paramore
Current Mood : Shitty~ ) :
What a MF-ing week. Everyday's a MF-ing day. And I'm dreading every MF-ing minute.
-___-
Two surprise test this week, one which I can safely FAIL and the other, I'm confident of ZERO-ing.
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Can't wait for the weekends to come. I need to get away from all of this bleh-ness.
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ON A HAPPIER NOTE , the Cullen family has been found! Yippes! *cheers and throws confetti!*
=DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
Check them out here, with credits to Stephenie Meyer. (:
And Edward is hot Eleanor!! Face it! : P He's gonna be great in the movie. =D We must watch together next year hohx! After our 'O's. Must keep in contact! (:
Besides that, Singapore won the bid for the Youth Olympic Games. ._. Okay, not related to anything but its still good news right?? *smiles forcefully*
And I oh so love paper roses. I love all of them. (:
Current Mood : Shitty~ ) :
What a MF-ing week. Everyday's a MF-ing day. And I'm dreading every MF-ing minute.
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Two surprise test this week, one which I can safely FAIL and the other, I'm confident of ZERO-ing.
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Can't wait for the weekends to come. I need to get away from all of this bleh-ness.
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ON A HAPPIER NOTE , the Cullen family has been found! Yippes! *cheers and throws confetti!*
=DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
Check them out here, with credits to Stephenie Meyer. (:
And Edward is hot Eleanor!! Face it! : P He's gonna be great in the movie. =D We must watch together next year hohx! After our 'O's. Must keep in contact! (:
Besides that, Singapore won the bid for the Youth Olympic Games. ._. Okay, not related to anything but its still good news right?? *smiles forcefully*
And I oh so love paper roses. I love all of them. (:
Monday, February 18, 2008/11:30 PM
Yuckies
Listening to : Three Stars - Deputy Siren
Current Mood : Post - sick =S
So totally pon-ed school today.
Okay, didn't totally pon-ed but woke up with a headache this morning and couldn't move myself from my bed, like something heavy pulling me. Feels as if my bed doesn't want me to leave. X_x
No wait, I slept on the floor yesterday. =X While doing homework. Amazing right~~~ -_-
My body is seriously rejecting homework lahh.... Ever heard of people dying from homework overload?? At this rate, I can be the first victim. Sian~~~~~~ Zzzzzz....
Then just now, Amir was nice (and free) enough to send me more homework. He came all the way to the doorstep and that is like, so totally unexpected. O.o He came without warning can... I got a call and suddenly he's outside my door.
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I assure you, that won't happen again.
*Lalalalalalalalala*
Anyways, spent the whole day today trying to find things to keep me occupied so I won't have to go to the doctor. *Muahaha* I hate going to the clinic larrr... Its wasting time & muneeyy~ They make you wait forever only to have you prescibed with panadol~~~ Like I can go to my kitchen cupboard and that only takes me a minute. Zzzzzzzz...
Not only that. The clinic has that "hospital smell" and it kinda sticks to you even after you leave. You know you know, that mediciney smell with a mixture of old people smell, medicated oil smell and nurses cologne. Yuck yuck yuck~~~ *vomits*
Well, point is, I spent the whole day at home watching CSI and now I feel much better. ^.^ And lots of thank yous to you wonderful people with your Get Well Soons. (: Certainly made my day. ;D
Definitely have to go back to school tomorrow. The parents will kill me if I pon another day.
X.x
Tonight will be yet another sleepless night. Trying to get all the weekend homework complete. =\ Haiz...Homework : My new bestfriend.
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Oh, which brings me back to this. I remember I made a new year's resolution in my xanga blog last month.
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1) STOP PROCRASTINATING! *grrr*
2) Spend less, save more
3) NEVER sleep in class if I can help it
4) STAY SINGLE!
5) Do my homework diligently
6) Spend more time with my family
7) Have more faith in my religion
8) Do reasonably well for O levels
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I've already broken 5 out of 8 of them. :(
Sadded.
But then again, resolutions are meant to be broken. Right?? *smiles widely*
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Or is that promises?? o.O?
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I'M GONNA START ON HOMEWORKKKK!! CHIAOZ!
Current Mood : Post - sick =S
So totally pon-ed school today.
Okay, didn't totally pon-ed but woke up with a headache this morning and couldn't move myself from my bed, like something heavy pulling me. Feels as if my bed doesn't want me to leave. X_x
No wait, I slept on the floor yesterday. =X While doing homework. Amazing right~~~ -_-
My body is seriously rejecting homework lahh.... Ever heard of people dying from homework overload?? At this rate, I can be the first victim. Sian~~~~~~ Zzzzzz....
Then just now, Amir was nice (and free) enough to send me more homework. He came all the way to the doorstep and that is like, so totally unexpected. O.o He came without warning can... I got a call and suddenly he's outside my door.
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I assure you, that won't happen again.
*Lalalalalalalalala*
Anyways, spent the whole day today trying to find things to keep me occupied so I won't have to go to the doctor. *Muahaha* I hate going to the clinic larrr... Its wasting time & muneeyy~ They make you wait forever only to have you prescibed with panadol~~~ Like I can go to my kitchen cupboard and that only takes me a minute. Zzzzzzzz...
Not only that. The clinic has that "hospital smell" and it kinda sticks to you even after you leave. You know you know, that mediciney smell with a mixture of old people smell, medicated oil smell and nurses cologne. Yuck yuck yuck~~~ *vomits*
Well, point is, I spent the whole day at home watching CSI and now I feel much better. ^.^ And lots of thank yous to you wonderful people with your Get Well Soons. (: Certainly made my day. ;D
Definitely have to go back to school tomorrow. The parents will kill me if I pon another day.
X.x
Tonight will be yet another sleepless night. Trying to get all the weekend homework complete. =\ Haiz...Homework : My new bestfriend.
) :
Oh, which brings me back to this. I remember I made a new year's resolution in my xanga blog last month.
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1) STOP PROCRASTINATING! *grrr*
2) Spend less, save more
3) NEVER sleep in class if I can help it
4) STAY SINGLE!
5) Do my homework diligently
6) Spend more time with my family
7) Have more faith in my religion
8) Do reasonably well for O levels
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I've already broken 5 out of 8 of them. :(
Sadded.
But then again, resolutions are meant to be broken. Right?? *smiles widely*
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Or is that promises?? o.O?
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I'M GONNA START ON HOMEWORKKKK!! CHIAOZ!
Sunday, February 17, 2008/6:25 PM
Lie You A Fairytale
I'm updating again! =DDDDD
And I know shouldn't be cause I could have used the time to complete my truckloads of homework. ) :
But but but but, when I was halfway doing, I felt giddy and I laid on my bed for a while. Then I suddenly had the urge to vomit and ran all the way to the toilet and puked my insides out. And I did at least 3 rounds of that which is so effingly....... eeewww. Seriously, seeing your lunch in the toilet bowl isn't the best feeling. And the toilet bowl smell doesn't really soothe you either. Yuck yuck yuck.
After that, I felt better and started blogging. :D
Blogging cleared the nauseousness away. *smile* Seriously, it does. If I were to be doing homework right now (which I should) , I think I would be dizzy again and start puking my ass off again. Serious. I just hope it would stay that way after I'm done. If it doesn't..... then I've wasted 15 mins typing all this. ) :
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Yuckiness aside, I thought I'd put up this convo. It happened during band prac. [Fyi, the Alvin guy in the convo is my french horn senior that graduated few years ago. He reminds me of Colin, a bit.]
Me to Alvin: You're graduating from poly right? So when are you gonna start NS?
Alvin: Erm..... soon.
Syaq: Oh. *looks at watch* What time?
And I laughed like F after that.
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Still having stomach lurches now and then. Can't concentrate on homework. T_T
Screw you stomach! Why'd you go bulimic on me?!?! *cries*
T___T
I just hope everything would be fine by tomorrow. And stomach, let me finish my homework please~~~
Oh, and I chose seventeen. (: Cause its such a nice number.
Cause though the fairytales aren't true, boy.
I would lie you one to keep this burning, boy.
And I know shouldn't be cause I could have used the time to complete my truckloads of homework. ) :
But but but but, when I was halfway doing, I felt giddy and I laid on my bed for a while. Then I suddenly had the urge to vomit and ran all the way to the toilet and puked my insides out. And I did at least 3 rounds of that which is so effingly....... eeewww. Seriously, seeing your lunch in the toilet bowl isn't the best feeling. And the toilet bowl smell doesn't really soothe you either. Yuck yuck yuck.
After that, I felt better and started blogging. :D
Blogging cleared the nauseousness away. *smile* Seriously, it does. If I were to be doing homework right now (which I should) , I think I would be dizzy again and start puking my ass off again. Serious. I just hope it would stay that way after I'm done. If it doesn't..... then I've wasted 15 mins typing all this. ) :
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Yuckiness aside, I thought I'd put up this convo. It happened during band prac. [Fyi, the Alvin guy in the convo is my french horn senior that graduated few years ago. He reminds me of Colin, a bit.]
Me to Alvin: You're graduating from poly right? So when are you gonna start NS?
Alvin: Erm..... soon.
Syaq: Oh. *looks at watch* What time?
And I laughed like F after that.
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Still having stomach lurches now and then. Can't concentrate on homework. T_T
Screw you stomach! Why'd you go bulimic on me?!?! *cries*
T___T
I just hope everything would be fine by tomorrow. And stomach, let me finish my homework please~~~
Oh, and I chose seventeen. (: Cause its such a nice number.
Cause though the fairytales aren't true, boy.
I would lie you one to keep this burning, boy.
Saturday, February 16, 2008/8:33 PM
OWNED
Second post. To display my ready-ness (?) for O levels.
31-Jan-2008 Maths (30-F9) 22-Jan-2008 Physics Combined (64-B4) 31-Jan-2008 MT Malay (39-F9) 30-Jan-2008 A Maths (33-F9) 17-Jan-2008 English (67-B3) 31-Jan-2008 History (48-D7) 03-Jan-2008 Social Studies (52-C6) 29-Jan-2008 Biology Pure (50-C6) 25-Jan-2008 Social Studies (60-B4) 10-Feb-2008 Chemistry Combined (95-A1)
If you exclude the super friggin give-away chemistry test, the highest I got is for English. Somehow, English never fails me. =D
If you exclude the super friggin give-away chemistry test, the highest I got is for English. Somehow, English never fails me. =D
/7:31 PM
It creeps in like a spider
Hellos!
I know its like a bit too late for a Valentine's Day update but I'm still gonna update anyway. =D
14 February
On Thursday,was almost late for school cause I woke up like around 6.30am. Then chiong-ed to school and I got my first rose from Amir. (And its still alive!) Then skip skip to recess and I gave out most of the presents to all my darlings and dears in class. Oh, and Olga didn't come cause she was sick. ):
Sadded. ):
Then then, I got a surprise gift from somebody during recess, and it came with a letter. And that alone left me stumped for the whole day. The rest of the day shall remain a mystery. *muahahaha*
These are the gifts that I received and I'd like to thank:
Adawiyah for the gift.
Amir for the roses and chocolates.
Eleanor for the chocolates.
Melissa for the rose.
Ms Wong for the rose-cher.
Weijuan for the gift.
Xinyan for the rose.
Zijie for the lollipop.
(Hope I didn't miss out anybody)
All this made me happy happy happy!! =D
Murhani was a happy girl on 14 Feb. (=
As you can see, I received quite a lot of chocolates,and me being me, don't usually eat gifts on the same day. (Unless I'm hungry =x)
But when I got home, my mother wanted me to have an 'Opening Ceremony' for the gifts. Cause apparently, she wanted to eat the chocs. -_- And they made sure that I was asleep before opening it and eating it. Eleanor's chocs were already halfway finished. WTF.
Lesson learnt: Always seal your gifts with your name before putting them in the fridge.
So bloody pissed larr... ~~~~~
15 February
Total Defence Day.
SIANNNNNN~~~
Boring from start to end. Even during band prac. There is ONE interesting that happened though but I don't know if I can mention it here. Seri should know. ^.^ *nudge nudge*
TODAY
Went to NIE band prac and we had exchange with 3 Primary schools. One of them was Maha Bodhi primary (GWH 2006 SYF) and they were fooking good for a primary school band.
The rest is not worth mentioning. (:
Now I'm at home when I could have been out. My homework load doesn't allow me to go out. ): There's just soooooooo much to do and so little time. I can't even go to Ms Wong's house tmr! +_+ Everyone's gonna be there and I'm gonna be stuck at home mugging. Sian~
Can homework be made illegal? Grrr...
[edit] I failed my Matrices test. Badly. And my monthly progress report is out. I failed half the subjects. My mum's gonna kill meee~~~ X_x But Chemistry is a 95. Happy? Not. [/edit]
I know its like a bit too late for a Valentine's Day update but I'm still gonna update anyway. =D
14 February
On Thursday,was almost late for school cause I woke up like around 6.30am. Then chiong-ed to school and I got my first rose from Amir. (And its still alive!) Then skip skip to recess and I gave out most of the presents to all my darlings and dears in class. Oh, and Olga didn't come cause she was sick. ):
Sadded. ):
Then then, I got a surprise gift from somebody during recess, and it came with a letter. And that alone left me stumped for the whole day. The rest of the day shall remain a mystery. *muahahaha*
These are the gifts that I received and I'd like to thank:
Adawiyah for the gift.
Amir for the roses and chocolates.
Eleanor for the chocolates.
Melissa for the rose.
Ms Wong for the rose-cher.
Weijuan for the gift.
Xinyan for the rose.
Zijie for the lollipop.
(Hope I didn't miss out anybody)
All this made me happy happy happy!! =D
Murhani was a happy girl on 14 Feb. (=
As you can see, I received quite a lot of chocolates,and me being me, don't usually eat gifts on the same day. (Unless I'm hungry =x)
But when I got home, my mother wanted me to have an 'Opening Ceremony' for the gifts. Cause apparently, she wanted to eat the chocs. -_- And they made sure that I was asleep before opening it and eating it. Eleanor's chocs were already halfway finished. WTF.
Lesson learnt: Always seal your gifts with your name before putting them in the fridge.
So bloody pissed larr... ~~~~~
15 February
Total Defence Day.
SIANNNNNN~~~
Boring from start to end. Even during band prac. There is ONE interesting that happened though but I don't know if I can mention it here. Seri should know. ^.^ *nudge nudge*
TODAY
Went to NIE band prac and we had exchange with 3 Primary schools. One of them was Maha Bodhi primary (GWH 2006 SYF) and they were fooking good for a primary school band.
The rest is not worth mentioning. (:
Now I'm at home when I could have been out. My homework load doesn't allow me to go out. ): There's just soooooooo much to do and so little time. I can't even go to Ms Wong's house tmr! +_+ Everyone's gonna be there and I'm gonna be stuck at home mugging. Sian~
Can homework be made illegal? Grrr...
[edit] I failed my Matrices test. Badly. And my monthly progress report is out. I failed half the subjects. My mum's gonna kill meee~~~ X_x But Chemistry is a 95. Happy? Not. [/edit]
Wednesday, February 13, 2008/9:04 PM
Post V Day
Weehooo~ I finally finished wrapping 15 V Day presents!! Yippees! *Cheers & whistles*
But it was so tiring lahh. I almost gave up on the 5th present or so. And I spent nearly 2 hours wrapping larr~~ Z_z It looks kinda big for a bunch of sweets. Yeah yeah, I told you guys the present already, but everyone's getting the same thing so no point hiding right?? LOL~~~~
Today is kinda boring?? I didn't sleep in school today though. *Yay* Totally screwed Matrices test, but I'll still be disappointed if I don't get at least a pass. I really have to pass this maths test. Must give me confidence for future tests. =D
Tomorrow is V Day. Excited? Not.
I was so hurt by that reaction. Really. :(
But it was so tiring lahh. I almost gave up on the 5th present or so. And I spent nearly 2 hours wrapping larr~~ Z_z It looks kinda big for a bunch of sweets. Yeah yeah, I told you guys the present already, but everyone's getting the same thing so no point hiding right?? LOL~~~~
Today is kinda boring?? I didn't sleep in school today though. *Yay* Totally screwed Matrices test, but I'll still be disappointed if I don't get at least a pass. I really have to pass this maths test. Must give me confidence for future tests. =D
Tomorrow is V Day. Excited? Not.
I was so hurt by that reaction. Really. :(
Monday, February 11, 2008/11:40 PM
The dark circles O_O
TODAY is a boring day. Nothing new there. Other than our Chem teacher's crappy jokes, the rest of the day is like ________________. Yah,you get what I mean.
I went the whole night yesterday with no sleep and I managed to stay awake in school today, surprisingly. I'm just afraid tonight will be another sleepless night. I have 2 karangans left and I gotta study for my Matrices test tomorrow. Grrrrr~~ The dark circles under my eyes are growing. I think they're alive! O______O Yep, they are. ) : They're so fugly can... Haizzz~~
Stupid eyes aside,back to my update.
I was blog hopping earlier and I came across a few blogs. Well, I don't know who the blogs belong to or anything, but I just find it horridly funny I thought I'd post it up. Apparently, there are some bloggers out there who have blogs that exist only for their love life. And every post is filled with stupid corny love quotes that don't even deserve to be called quotes. Imagine, reading a blog and once in a while an "I love him forever and ever" or "You're always on my mind" pops up.
Cornily disgusting.
Or worst, reading posts that is meant for your special someone and complaining you miss them and reliving every single moment you had together and bla bla bla bla..... -_- Like who the fuck cares. Say it once and we get the message. Say it twice and I can throw up my insides. I wouldn't mind so much if such posts appear occasionally, but if they literally clog up every inch of the blog, I'd rather stick pins in my eyes than read. X_X Unfortunately, that's not the worst that can happen.
What's even worst is seeing a post of someone trying to express their unconditional love in microscopic details, but then its totally filled with errors and grammar mistakes. -_-
Wow, maybe love is blind. Blind to even spot the simplest grammar mistakes. -_- Want to talk about love but don't know how to talk English. What a shythead. Nothing I can do.Except to laugh my head off, of course. Very loudly.
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Talk about laughing, some people can just laugh at the wrong time.
Its 11.40pm. You're tired and you feel like dying. But you can't go to sleep cause you need to complete your homework. And some people think its funny to run a printer service. Yeah, its funny that I'm sleep deprived and I have people clouding me and asking to print other people's stuffs. And that's because its late and no one else you know has a printer. -_-
So is it my fault that you guys did your homework last minute? Geez~~
(I'm so not referring to you,Ada! :O)
Now looking back at this post, I realised that a few months back, I would never post up anything this angsty. Or anything vulgar. But people change, right? And its not always necessary for the good.
I went the whole night yesterday with no sleep and I managed to stay awake in school today, surprisingly. I'm just afraid tonight will be another sleepless night. I have 2 karangans left and I gotta study for my Matrices test tomorrow. Grrrrr~~ The dark circles under my eyes are growing. I think they're alive! O______O Yep, they are. ) : They're so fugly can... Haizzz~~
Stupid eyes aside,back to my update.
I was blog hopping earlier and I came across a few blogs. Well, I don't know who the blogs belong to or anything, but I just find it horridly funny I thought I'd post it up. Apparently, there are some bloggers out there who have blogs that exist only for their love life. And every post is filled with stupid corny love quotes that don't even deserve to be called quotes. Imagine, reading a blog and once in a while an "I love him forever and ever" or "You're always on my mind" pops up.
Cornily disgusting.
Or worst, reading posts that is meant for your special someone and complaining you miss them and reliving every single moment you had together and bla bla bla bla..... -_- Like who the fuck cares. Say it once and we get the message. Say it twice and I can throw up my insides. I wouldn't mind so much if such posts appear occasionally, but if they literally clog up every inch of the blog, I'd rather stick pins in my eyes than read. X_X Unfortunately, that's not the worst that can happen.
What's even worst is seeing a post of someone trying to express their unconditional love in microscopic details, but then its totally filled with errors and grammar mistakes. -_-
Wow, maybe love is blind. Blind to even spot the simplest grammar mistakes. -_- Want to talk about love but don't know how to talk English. What a shythead. Nothing I can do.Except to laugh my head off, of course. Very loudly.
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Talk about laughing, some people can just laugh at the wrong time.
Its 11.40pm. You're tired and you feel like dying. But you can't go to sleep cause you need to complete your homework. And some people think its funny to run a printer service. Yeah, its funny that I'm sleep deprived and I have people clouding me and asking to print other people's stuffs. And that's because its late and no one else you know has a printer. -_-
So is it my fault that you guys did your homework last minute? Geez~~
(I'm so not referring to you,Ada! :O)
Now looking back at this post, I realised that a few months back, I would never post up anything this angsty. Or anything vulgar. But people change, right? And its not always necessary for the good.
Sunday, February 10, 2008/10:33 PM
Durch den Monsun
Blogging again today. I don't know why but blogging makes me feel better. I mean, I know no one out there cares but it just feels good to see it all in words. Self satisfaction. (:
Anyways, i slept around 4am in the morning and woke up at almost 3pm in the afternoon. I know I'm such at piggg. :B And my homework progress is like, 0.0001%? (I only wrote my name on the foolscap) RAWWWRRR!~~ I don't wanna talk about homework. -_-
Just now, Aidah dear send me Tokio Hotel songs and we were gaga-ing over Bill, the lead singer. Hahah. Honestly, its been a long time since I had a oh-my-god-he's-so-hot boyband talk. And I got a little carried away with it for a while. LOL. But anyways, Aidah send me both their German & English version and I'm kinda hook to them now. =x ZUBAIDAH IS GUILTY FOR MAKING ME HOOKED ON TOKIO HOTEL. x) The German sounds better though. Or I'm just biased cause the German songs sounded more sexier. : D
[Durch den Monsoon is currently on repeat on my mp3. x)))]
Oh and I haven't eaten the whole day. Really~~ Since I woke up at 3pm till now, I haven't had a decent meal. Cause the mums had a day off and she didn't cook. Not only that, I haven't spoken a word to anyone from the time I woke up. I mean, I didn't talk to my family at all today. Everyone's busy doing their own things, even though its a Sunday. My dad's out. My mum and sis are literally stuck to the TV. And I'm sitting in my living room, staring at my homework. I can so die right now. Apparently no one takes notice of what I do. Sucks to be the only teenager at home. *sighs heavily*
Bill's voice is screaming in my ear for the 246949362th time. Hahahah. And I couldn't even sing the chorus of Durch den Monsun yet,what more the other songs? German is hard!! ): I love to sing when I'm down, even though I can't pronounce the bloody lyrics. :B
Dann wird alles gut
Anyways, i slept around 4am in the morning and woke up at almost 3pm in the afternoon. I know I'm such at piggg. :B And my homework progress is like, 0.0001%? (I only wrote my name on the foolscap) RAWWWRRR!~~ I don't wanna talk about homework. -_-
Just now, Aidah dear send me Tokio Hotel songs and we were gaga-ing over Bill, the lead singer. Hahah. Honestly, its been a long time since I had a oh-my-god-he's-so-hot boyband talk. And I got a little carried away with it for a while. LOL. But anyways, Aidah send me both their German & English version and I'm kinda hook to them now. =x ZUBAIDAH IS GUILTY FOR MAKING ME HOOKED ON TOKIO HOTEL. x) The German sounds better though. Or I'm just biased cause the German songs sounded more sexier. : D
[Durch den Monsoon is currently on repeat on my mp3. x)))]
Oh and I haven't eaten the whole day. Really~~ Since I woke up at 3pm till now, I haven't had a decent meal. Cause the mums had a day off and she didn't cook. Not only that, I haven't spoken a word to anyone from the time I woke up. I mean, I didn't talk to my family at all today. Everyone's busy doing their own things, even though its a Sunday. My dad's out. My mum and sis are literally stuck to the TV. And I'm sitting in my living room, staring at my homework. I can so die right now. Apparently no one takes notice of what I do. Sucks to be the only teenager at home. *sighs heavily*
Bill's voice is screaming in my ear for the 246949362th time. Hahahah. And I couldn't even sing the chorus of Durch den Monsun yet,what more the other songs? German is hard!! ): I love to sing when I'm down, even though I can't pronounce the bloody lyrics. :B
Dann wird alles gut
/2:48 PM
CNY Visits!
Its that time of the year again! =DDDDDD
Actually, I don't celebrate CNY (like duh~), but there's nothing wrong with sharing the joy right, right?
Its the spirit that counts. =D
Today, went to FAT WeiJuan & Ker Ker's house. Together with the most of the 4e4 mates & Squishee's. Won't go into much details. All I can say is that both have VERY nice rooms, with more than 1 PC each and LOTS of plushies. And both have aircon in their room. So lucky right? And both live in condo somemore. So luckyyyyy right? ._. Did I just repeat that? .___.
Now,I'm like so freaking tired. Wanted to post the pics but Blogger is refusing to let me do so. -_- I'm so used to having problems already can, so I shan't complain. *Lalalalala*
Anyways, we slacked a lot in both houses. Mostly mahjong-ed and drama-ed and poker-ed and UNO-ed throughout. We shared scary stories at Ker Ker's room, where Ghazali will UN-scarify the stories. And and and, WJ's mum shared with us the story where FAT was still small and she threw her $250+ spectacles into the dustbin. LOL! You never told us! xD And we saw both Ker Ker & WeiJuan's childhood photos and they were SO CUTE!! x))) Kawaii ne~~
Other than that, I had a good bonding session with Adawiyah darling. Oh yah, and you told me that
somebody said something about me. I chose not to believe it until I hear it for myself. (:
During the past 4 days, I only went out once? And that's yesterday? -_- Not intending to go out today cause I really need to catch up on my bajillionth pile of homework. T_T And that's precisely why I'm still awake at this hour. Tired laa can?? Stay up late every night to do homework. As if my eye bags not big enough already. SIANNNN~~~~ Oh shit lah, A Maths test on Monday. Haven't study. X_X What the crap.... And Matrices test after that.. Z_Z Double crap. *Goes crazy and screws comp like hell*
I think I'm gonna sleep now. Leave everything to the last minute. As usual.
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Actually, I don't celebrate CNY (like duh~), but there's nothing wrong with sharing the joy right, right?
Its the spirit that counts. =D
Today, went to FAT WeiJuan & Ker Ker's house. Together with the most of the 4e4 mates & Squishee's. Won't go into much details. All I can say is that both have VERY nice rooms, with more than 1 PC each and LOTS of plushies. And both have aircon in their room. So lucky right? And both live in condo somemore. So luckyyyyy right? ._. Did I just repeat that? .___.
Now,I'm like so freaking tired. Wanted to post the pics but Blogger is refusing to let me do so. -_- I'm so used to having problems already can, so I shan't complain. *Lalalalala*
Anyways, we slacked a lot in both houses. Mostly mahjong-ed and drama-ed and poker-ed and UNO-ed throughout. We shared scary stories at Ker Ker's room, where Ghazali will UN-scarify the stories. And and and, WJ's mum shared with us the story where FAT was still small and she threw her $250+ spectacles into the dustbin. LOL! You never told us! xD And we saw both Ker Ker & WeiJuan's childhood photos and they were SO CUTE!! x))) Kawaii ne~~
Other than that, I had a good bonding session with Adawiyah darling. Oh yah, and you told me that
somebody said something about me. I chose not to believe it until I hear it for myself. (:During the past 4 days, I only went out once? And that's yesterday? -_- Not intending to go out today cause I really need to catch up on my bajillionth pile of homework. T_T And that's precisely why I'm still awake at this hour. Tired laa can?? Stay up late every night to do homework. As if my eye bags not big enough already. SIANNNN~~~~ Oh shit lah, A Maths test on Monday. Haven't study. X_X What the crap.... And Matrices test after that.. Z_Z Double crap. *Goes crazy and screws comp like hell*
I think I'm gonna sleep now. Leave everything to the last minute. As usual.
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Thursday, February 7, 2008/5:37 PM
And the cow jumped OVER THE MOON
Oh my god. Finally. A 4 day break away from school, homework, band or anything like it.
I'll make use of my holidays wisely. Yep yep. Its a good time to release my mind from stress. Honestly, a lot of things have been happening lately and I've been biting more than I can chew. =\
And and, NO MORE EMO POSTS HERE!! I realise that emo posts are really dull and they're sooooooo not me. [Readers: *nods head*] Yeah, so end of emo posts. Not only are they dull, but they don't help solve the problem either. Hahah. Murhani shall always learn to look on the bright side of life. :D
Okay, at this point of time, I can bet my horn that no one knows the existence of this blog. So I'm still blogging to myself! *dances like silly*
But maybe I should start publicising THIS blog instead of my Xanga's cause the other one is sooooooo troublesome. -__-
Like, to the point where I can shut the whole thing down.
But I won't of course. I still need another blog to post my emo side of me. Just in case. (=
Life is unfair.
Whoever made that statement up there deserves an applause. Cause its so totally and completely true. Everything in life is unfair! Like school, for example. I've been working my ass off to get all my homework done (and even sacrificing my sleep and mealtimes) so I can scrape through and catch up with the rest. And I always study before my tests, which I always end up failing. And then there are some people who don't even pay attention in class, purposely don't do homework, almost never study, and they end up scoring better than me.
Is life unfair or what?
Other than that, I've been pretty short of money lately. I mean, really short of money. And one of my New Year's Resolution was actually to save money? -_- What a hypocrite.
But seriously, I'm so broke lately I'm saving every penny I have. My wallet is literally collecting dust. There may even be a few butterflies right now. T_T Syaq told me that money as little as 10 cents can be so important cause if you ever need to buy something that costs a dollar and you only have 90c, that bloody silver coin can make a difference. MURHANI MUST LEARN TO TREASURE MONEY. (:
And and, I must also learn to treasure time. Cause time is so precious to me right now, especially this year. At the rate my tests results are improving, I don't know if I can make it for O levels. ):
I wish Hiro really exists, and I'm his super best buddy. Then half my problems would be solved. ))):
Thinking of you doesn't hurt anymore. I'm happier now than like never before.
I'll make use of my holidays wisely. Yep yep. Its a good time to release my mind from stress. Honestly, a lot of things have been happening lately and I've been biting more than I can chew. =\
And and, NO MORE EMO POSTS HERE!! I realise that emo posts are really dull and they're sooooooo not me. [Readers: *nods head*] Yeah, so end of emo posts. Not only are they dull, but they don't help solve the problem either. Hahah. Murhani shall always learn to look on the bright side of life. :D
Okay, at this point of time, I can bet my horn that no one knows the existence of this blog. So I'm still blogging to myself! *dances like silly*
But maybe I should start publicising THIS blog instead of my Xanga's cause the other one is sooooooo troublesome. -__-
Like, to the point where I can shut the whole thing down.
But I won't of course. I still need another blog to post my emo side of me. Just in case. (=
Life is unfair.
Whoever made that statement up there deserves an applause. Cause its so totally and completely true. Everything in life is unfair! Like school, for example. I've been working my ass off to get all my homework done (and even sacrificing my sleep and mealtimes) so I can scrape through and catch up with the rest. And I always study before my tests, which I always end up failing. And then there are some people who don't even pay attention in class, purposely don't do homework, almost never study, and they end up scoring better than me.
Is life unfair or what?
Other than that, I've been pretty short of money lately. I mean, really short of money. And one of my New Year's Resolution was actually to save money? -_- What a hypocrite.
But seriously, I'm so broke lately I'm saving every penny I have. My wallet is literally collecting dust. There may even be a few butterflies right now. T_T Syaq told me that money as little as 10 cents can be so important cause if you ever need to buy something that costs a dollar and you only have 90c, that bloody silver coin can make a difference. MURHANI MUST LEARN TO TREASURE MONEY. (:
And and, I must also learn to treasure time. Cause time is so precious to me right now, especially this year. At the rate my tests results are improving, I don't know if I can make it for O levels. ):
I wish Hiro really exists, and I'm his super best buddy. Then half my problems would be solved. ))):
Thinking of you doesn't hurt anymore. I'm happier now than like never before.
Tuesday, February 5, 2008/3:33 AM
SHITTY
This post is SHITTY. And so is this blog. My life is so freaking fucked up I don't know what to do anymore. That's why I'm blogging. Here. Seems to be the only thing I can do.
I'm blogging more often than I should be. And especially at this hour, where I should be doing my homework and I'm not. Cause my mind is effing occupied by so many other things. Fuck. I got nothing left to say.
I don't get you. I seriously don't get you. Why bother saying and doing all those things when clearly she means so much to you. Are you ashamed to show yourself to her? You played me like a doll. Only difference is I'm not made of wool.
Well, don't you see I'm falling?
Don't wanna love you, but I do
Totally bombarded with tests and homework. And I'm so deprived of sleep. Z_Z
I think I should start making skins again. I missed rearranging and messing up the html codes. Hahah. xD Unfortunately, Xanga has disabled me to do that. (You have to pay~ WTF -_-) I think I'll just use the same basecodes and change the color scheme here and there. Yep. That's what I'll do.
Oh oh, and fuck Photoshop CS2 who has lagged on me twice while I was doing the image for my profile. Wasted 45 fucking minutes of my time. *goes crazy and slams laptop* Another sleepless night has passed. Tomorrow will be another day.
I'm blogging more often than I should be. And especially at this hour, where I should be doing my homework and I'm not. Cause my mind is effing occupied by so many other things. Fuck. I got nothing left to say.
I don't get you. I seriously don't get you. Why bother saying and doing all those things when clearly she means so much to you. Are you ashamed to show yourself to her? You played me like a doll. Only difference is I'm not made of wool.
Well, don't you see I'm falling?
Don't wanna love you, but I do
Totally bombarded with tests and homework. And I'm so deprived of sleep. Z_Z
I think I should start making skins again. I missed rearranging and messing up the html codes. Hahah. xD Unfortunately, Xanga has disabled me to do that. (You have to pay~ WTF -_-) I think I'll just use the same basecodes and change the color scheme here and there. Yep. That's what I'll do.
Oh oh, and fuck Photoshop CS2 who has lagged on me twice while I was doing the image for my profile. Wasted 45 fucking minutes of my time. *goes crazy and slams laptop* Another sleepless night has passed. Tomorrow will be another day.
I want a companion. She's a fairy. And she makes dreams come true. (:
Sunday, February 3, 2008/10:43 AM
Loves you too much
I'm a happy girl today. (:
PROFILE
I think it's about time I actually put something here. Hmmm okay so where do I begin in summarising my awesome self.
I think the main and most obvious thing about me is I'm short and I'm short. And second is of course my admiration for DBSK. Note: Admiration and not obsession. If only time allows me to obsessed with them. Then I'd probably know what they have breakfast everyday. Yep.
Currently suffering studying in ACJC, and playing horn in the most awesome band evah! BCME is a horrible combination, especially with H2 Math. And to this day, I couldn't understand why I took it over H2 Econs. WHY? D:
School life aside, there really isn't much more to me. Cause the time spent outside school or band is usually behind this laptop where I regurgitate my life stories in this blog. Or parts which I could remember at least.
I can only expect it to get tougher with JC2 life to come, but when the going gets tough, the tough gets going. (Kay overused, so what? Still no infringement right?!) So no promises on keeping this blog alive. But as long I have the motivation, inspiration and angst, I will be sticking the shit every now and then. :)
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