Oh my god. Finally. A 4 day break away from school, homework, band or anything like it.
I'll make use of my holidays wisely. Yep yep. Its a good time to release my mind from stress. Honestly, a lot of things have been happening lately and I've been biting more than I can chew. =\
And and,
NO MORE EMO POSTS HERE!! I realise that emo posts are really dull and they're
sooooooo not me.
[Readers: *nods head*] Yeah, so end of emo posts. Not only are they dull, but they don't help solve the problem either. Hahah. Murhani shall always learn to look on the bright side of life. :D
Okay, at this point of time, I can bet my horn that no one knows the existence of this blog. So I'm still blogging to myself! *dances like silly*
But maybe I should start publicising
THIS blog instead of my Xanga's cause the other one is
sooooooo troublesome. -__-
Like, to the point where I can shut the whole thing down.
But I won't of course. I still need another blog to post my emo side of me. Just in case. (=
Life is unfair.Whoever made that statement up there deserves an applause. Cause its
so totally and completely true. Everything in life is unfair! Like school, for example. I've been working my ass off to get all my homework done (and even sacrificing my sleep and mealtimes) so I can
scrape through and catch up with the rest. And I always study before my tests, which I
always end up failing. And then there are some people who don't even pay attention in class,
purposely don't do homework, almost never study, and they end up scoring better than me.
Is life unfair or what?
Other than that, I've been pretty short of money lately. I mean,
really short of money. And one of my New Year's Resolution was actually to save money? -_- What a hypocrite.
But seriously, I'm so broke lately I'm saving every penny I have. My wallet is literally collecting dust. There may even be a few butterflies right now. T_T Syaq told me that money as little as 10 cents can be so important cause if you ever need to buy something that costs a dollar and you only have 90c, that bloody silver coin can make a difference.
MURHANI MUST LEARN TO TREASURE MONEY. (: And and, I must also learn to treasure
time. Cause time is so precious to me right now, especially this year. At the rate my tests results are
improving, I don't know if I can make it for O levels. ):
I wish Hiro really exists, and I'm his super best buddy. Then half my problems would be solved. ))):
Thinking of you doesn't hurt anymore. I'm happier now than like never before.