This post is SHITTY. And so is this blog. My life is so freaking fucked up I don't know what to do anymore. That's why I'm blogging. Here. Seems to be the only thing I can do.
I'm blogging more often than I should be. And especially at this hour, where I should be doing my homework and I'm not. Cause my mind is effing occupied by so many other things. Fuck. I got nothing left to say.
I don't get you. I seriously don't get you. Why bother saying and doing all those things when clearly she means so much to you. Are you ashamed to show yourself to her? You played me like a doll. Only difference is I'm not made of wool. Well, don't you see I'm falling?
Don't wanna love you, but I do
Totally bombarded with tests and homework. And I'm so deprived of sleep. Z_Z
I think I should start making skins again. I missed rearranging and messing up the html codes. Hahah. xD Unfortunately, Xanga has disabled me to do that. (You have to
pay~ WTF -_-) I think I'll just use the same basecodes and change the color scheme here and there. Yep. That's what I'll do.
Oh oh, and fuck Photoshop CS2 who has lagged on me twice while I was doing the image for my profile. Wasted 45 fucking minutes of my time. *goes crazy and slams laptop* Another sleepless night has passed. Tomorrow will be another day.
I want a companion. She's a fairy. And she makes dreams come true. (: