Hello blog once again, and my non-existent readers.
Suddenly have the urge to blog, its been eons since my last post. I guess just lost the mood to blog. School and band life just prevents me from having a life. This what I get for getting what I get I guess. * smacks forehead*
I just never feel so heavily pressured in my life I guess. Not even for O levels, the burden wasn't even close to this. To the point where I have to blog to get my peace of mind. I'm just REALLY tired. Mentally, physically, psychologically, and emotionally exhausted. Every minute, every second, I'm worrying about all my undone work, all the revision I have to do, and it tires me just thinking about it. And then there's PW which is taking over my sleep time and eating into my breaks. Basically, to sum it all up, jc school life is raiding whatever bit of life I used to have. And let's not even inlude the tiny amount of time I spend DBSKing, if anyone considers that a life. Even as I'm typing this, I'm actually in the middle of completing HEAVILY OVERDUED PW stuffs, and I feel like I'm single-handedly doing this. Partly my fault for not keeping to schedule I guess, but THIS amount of work *point to stupid undone, intangible WR* is virtually impossible to complete by tomorrow, which is the bloody due date. And why am I rambling here,wasting precious time, instead of working on it?
Cause I'm stressed and I need to ramble before I can continue. DUH.
And then there's promos, which is another story altogether. SIGHS.
Suicidal would be a good word to describe my feelings, not that I ever once considered it. It would be good if I could slide through promos happily and painlessly by not studying at all, but the consequences are really too much. Retaining? :/ Not really a choice. Poly? Not a choice I'd consider either.
SIGH.
EOTTEOKHE??? D:
I don't know. I really don't know. Promos is in 1 week, and I am just NOT ready.
All the best to me.