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Thursday, November 26, 2009/10:16 PM
돖기
You know when your life is too attached to something when it takes over your handphone dictionary function.
Like I wanted to type "dark" in an SMS, it came up "dbsk" instead.
And worst is, the next 2 choices on the list was "Dbsk" and "DBSK". (Apparently, my phone even stores the same words with different caps.)
"dark" only came after those 2 choices. Yeah, that's how often I use the word "dark" compared to "dbsk"
Random post is random.
Like I wanted to type "dark" in an SMS, it came up "dbsk" instead.
And worst is, the next 2 choices on the list was "Dbsk" and "DBSK". (Apparently, my phone even stores the same words with different caps.)
"dark" only came after those 2 choices. Yeah, that's how often I use the word "dark" compared to "dbsk"
Random post is random.
Saturday, November 21, 2009/10:15 PM
my remedy.
My ultra wasted day was spent finishing remaining episodes of Cinderella Man (of which I slept through most of it) and watching SNSD's crazy antics on YouTube. I guess there is a touch of personality left in them beneath the plastic faces. At least they made me laugh.
But of course my main form my eye candy nowadays is FT Island~~~~~~!! :D
And now presenting a mini pic spam of HongKi! :D
(Don't scroll down if you can't appreciate pretty boys!)
Debut peektures are THE BEST~
Lightsticks!
Ice princess Hong-sica! :D
Omona the hair~~
The Pout.
Lastly, my MSN dp since forever. (L)
But of course my main form my eye candy nowadays is FT Island~~~~~~!! :D
And now presenting a mini pic spam of HongKi! :D
(Don't scroll down if you can't appreciate pretty boys!)
Debut peektures are THE BEST~Lightsticks!Ice princess Hong-sica! :DOmona the hair~~The Pout.Lastly, my MSN dp since forever. (L)/2:56 AM
sticking the shit.
Yay I'm blogging again. And now cause I'm really stressed.
Seems like I only blog when I'm stressed or when I'm bored. I almost never have a good reason to blog. That's life 8D
I realised that sometimes in life, things can be shitty. And when it gets shitty, no one's gonna help u clear the shit. Whether its their shit, or somebody else's shit, you have to deal with it cause it somehow becomes your shit.
Sorry I'm talking shit and making no sense, but that's just how I see things now. SHIT.
Shit, to people who can't clear up their own shit. Shit, to people who create more shit for other people. Shit, to people who think they already have enough shit in their hands.
That's my metaphor to the shitty people out there for making my life shittier. Enough of your shit already man.
Seems like I only blog when I'm stressed or when I'm bored. I almost never have a good reason to blog. That's life 8D
I realised that sometimes in life, things can be shitty. And when it gets shitty, no one's gonna help u clear the shit. Whether its their shit, or somebody else's shit, you have to deal with it cause it somehow becomes your shit.
Sorry I'm talking shit and making no sense, but that's just how I see things now. SHIT.
Shit, to people who can't clear up their own shit. Shit, to people who create more shit for other people. Shit, to people who think they already have enough shit in their hands.
That's my metaphor to the shitty people out there for making my life shittier. Enough of your shit already man.
Friday, November 20, 2009/10:57 PM
otanjoubi omedetou!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY...
HAYATI for being 17 finally...
and my little sis who is finally a teenager. C:
Oh oh oh, and happy belated ARYN tetek and ALEX. You may never know each other, but hey, its nice to know people who share the same birthday as you. :D
Not to mention Ryo and Tego-nyan and so many other people whom I've yet to remember.
November is a really a busy month eh.
HAYATI for being 17 finally...
and my little sis who is finally a teenager. C:
Oh oh oh, and happy belated ARYN tetek and ALEX. You may never know each other, but hey, its nice to know people who share the same birthday as you. :D
Not to mention Ryo and Tego-nyan and so many other people whom I've yet to remember.
November is a really a busy month eh.
Saturday, November 14, 2009/9:43 PM
reflection. then action.
Today sucked in various ways, but all for good reasons.
I guess that knocked a bit of sense into my head, but change needs time.
I can promise there will be change, but I would be lying if I said it'll be immediate.
Mistakes musn't be repeated, else you'll never learn.
I learnt my lesson now.
I really miss my Saturdays. I never knew my Saturdays meant that much to me, until it was taken away. But I'll treasure the Saturdays I have now, (for the next few months or so) for I can never have it back again.
ACJC Band 0910 (L)
I guess that knocked a bit of sense into my head, but change needs time.
I can promise there will be change, but I would be lying if I said it'll be immediate.
Mistakes musn't be repeated, else you'll never learn.
I learnt my lesson now.
I really miss my Saturdays. I never knew my Saturdays meant that much to me, until it was taken away. But I'll treasure the Saturdays I have now, (for the next few months or so) for I can never have it back again.
ACJC Band 0910 (L)
Thursday, November 12, 2009/9:22 PM
kawaii to. kowai to.
As usual, no new updates about the DBSK lawsuit thing. :/
Everything just gets more complicated by the day. I miss seeing them as 5!
Shall wait for the day when I can see them make a fool of themselves in variety shows again. :(
In the meantime, F.T. Island is spicing up my life a bit! I don't know why Olga won't fangirl with me! D:
How can you not like 5 VERY pretty and young boys who have so much talent?? Huh?? HUHH??
:(
I am still upset okay. :C
Nvm, I will fangirl to myself. Bwahahah.
HongKi so cute. (*_*)
Jong Hoon and TaeYeon noona. Haha. Cute (L)
SEE! Even TaeYeon loves FT island.
FTI jjang!~
Everything just gets more complicated by the day. I miss seeing them as 5!
Shall wait for the day when I can see them make a fool of themselves in variety shows again. :(
In the meantime, F.T. Island is spicing up my life a bit! I don't know why Olga won't fangirl with me! D:
How can you not like 5 VERY pretty and young boys who have so much talent?? Huh?? HUHH??
:(
I am still upset okay. :C
Nvm, I will fangirl to myself. Bwahahah.
HongKi so cute. (*_*)Jong Hoon and TaeYeon noona. Haha. Cute (L)SEE! Even TaeYeon loves FT island.
FTI jjang!~
Sunday, November 8, 2009/7:16 PM
maybe i still need malay.
Here am I lazing on a Sunday afternoon, without caring the fact that OP is only 3 days away. HOO HOO. Not guilty.
Right now watching this lame animal documentary with my grandmother. A bit hard to visualise, but yes its happening as I'm typing this. Anyway, I don't understand why my gmum is suddenly so amazed at how crocodiles can actually eat kangaroos the way they do, but an interesting conversation cropped up somehow.
Like what is kangaroo in malay, for example?? Because I asked everyone in the house, including my malay speaking cousins, and they all said "Kangaroo" (pronounced Kang-gah-roo)
Which is weird, cause the gmum kept insisting it is "rusa" but I'm thoroughly convinced by my childhood education that "rusa" is actually deer.
Haha. Don't you think its funny that I learnt what "paradigm shift" is in malay, yet I don't know the animals in my own mother tongue. I think schools should make the learning of MT language more practical. Like which of the two do you think I use more often at home? "Kangaroo" or "paradigm shift"? I bet some of you don't even know what the latter means. HAH (I feel smarter already. Oops)
Anyways, point proven right? What's the use of having an A level MT cert (in 3 months time *ahem*) when I can't even communicate with my elders? Screwed up SG education hah!
Fandom news, I'm beginning to love F.T. Island more and more! Beginning to regret not buying Seoul'd Out tickets when they just released it (while they're still cheap!). Will do anything to listen to HongKi live, but, argh, my schedule prevents me from doing anything I like nowadays.
But there's always YouTube right!?
Right now watching this lame animal documentary with my grandmother. A bit hard to visualise, but yes its happening as I'm typing this. Anyway, I don't understand why my gmum is suddenly so amazed at how crocodiles can actually eat kangaroos the way they do, but an interesting conversation cropped up somehow.
Like what is kangaroo in malay, for example?? Because I asked everyone in the house, including my malay speaking cousins, and they all said "Kangaroo" (pronounced Kang-gah-roo)
Which is weird, cause the gmum kept insisting it is "rusa" but I'm thoroughly convinced by my childhood education that "rusa" is actually deer.
Haha. Don't you think its funny that I learnt what "paradigm shift" is in malay, yet I don't know the animals in my own mother tongue. I think schools should make the learning of MT language more practical. Like which of the two do you think I use more often at home? "Kangaroo" or "paradigm shift"? I bet some of you don't even know what the latter means. HAH (I feel smarter already. Oops)
Anyways, point proven right? What's the use of having an A level MT cert (in 3 months time *ahem*) when I can't even communicate with my elders? Screwed up SG education hah!
Fandom news, I'm beginning to love F.T. Island more and more! Beginning to regret not buying Seoul'd Out tickets when they just released it (while they're still cheap!). Will do anything to listen to HongKi live, but, argh, my schedule prevents me from doing anything I like nowadays.
But there's always YouTube right!?
Tuesday, November 3, 2009/2:45 AM
happy birthday celestine.
Guess what. You share the same birthday as SS501's Young Saeng and NEWS' Ryo Nishikido.
In addition and digression, tomorrow is Big Bang's T.O.P 's birthday, while BoA's falls on the 5th, and NEWS' Tegoshi and F.T Island's MinHwan on the 11th.
To top it off, MinHwan is turning 17 too.
Sorry I just had to add that note. Comic relief people!
Once again, Saeng il cheokha hamnida!
You'll get your hugs from me in school.
Err, promos results released later? Does that explain why I am not sleeping?
Randomisations
The fruit of our labour. All 104 pages of it. And our $112 too.
After a friendly game of rock paper scissors.
An utterly normal sight.
In addition and digression, tomorrow is Big Bang's T.O.P 's birthday, while BoA's falls on the 5th, and NEWS' Tegoshi and F.T Island's MinHwan on the 11th.
To top it off, MinHwan is turning 17 too.
Sorry I just had to add that note. Comic relief people!
Once again, Saeng il cheokha hamnida!
You'll get your hugs from me in school.
Err, promos results released later? Does that explain why I am not sleeping?
Randomisations
The fruit of our labour. All 104 pages of it. And our $112 too.
After a friendly game of rock paper scissors.An utterly normal sight.
/2:03 AM
rejoice. reflect.
Post-promos life is..... hectic.
Last week was spent entirely on completing the ever-troublesome WR, preparing for OP Prelims and half-assing first draft of I&R. All related to PW of course, not that you'll ever need to know what all the 2 letter acronyms stand for if you don't already know them.
And then there's band, which is an entirely a different part in my life. You know, I always thought band is just a CCA, I mean every one has one, and it just becomes a part and parcel of life. Except the people you meet, and eventually grew close with, becomes a part of you because you spend so much time together. But that's in secondary school. Its a different story in JC. In AC, in particular.
Band is not just a CCA because you're in it not for the CCA points but rather, for the music and desire to continue the strong legacy. If I wanted CCA points, I could have just tried my luck in the Council or do with labourous community work right?
And the people you meet in band may or may not be an important part of your life because you only meet to make good music, and not forge long lasting relationships. If I wanted to stick to my lifelong circle of friends, would I have appealed out of JJ and suffer in an totally new environment, not whether its the best decision for me?
All the more in a JC, where academics takes priority above all, and knowing I wouldn't do as well as I would if I had stayed. But I chose to take a completely new path and await the challenges ahead. I'm not whining nor regretting my decision. (In fact, my biggest regret up to this date was actually not taking H1 Math, but that would be completely out of point.)
Its just that 1 year has just zoomed passed me yet again, and I can actually say I'm alive and well. I dare say that this has definitely been one of the most rigourous academic phases of my life, on top my other commitments and what nots. Although things weren't sunshine and roses for me this year, I can actually feel myself grow a little bit? I can't exactly put it to words, but I guess the best description would be knowing how others perceive of me. I admit I can be childish at times, but that aside, I'm actually beginning to get a taste of reality.
Not everything can be smooth sailing and that's just life.
Forgive me for the whiny post, but I just need time to reflect on all the things I've done for the year. Some may be fruitful, while some regretful, but almost all the experiences I had this year was deserved? Failing Terms (now Promos), attaining the Gold, gaining relationships (and lose some). All in the name of retribution maybe?
My biggest lesson this year is probably realising how every small move I make impact directly or indirectly to others and myself, knowingly or unknowingly. Its not a great feeling knowing when you've done wrong, but it makes you feel better knowing that you still have a chance to impend on your mistakes. Only thing I ask for now is time, to retrace every step I made and make right.
Last week was spent entirely on completing the ever-troublesome WR, preparing for OP Prelims and half-assing first draft of I&R. All related to PW of course, not that you'll ever need to know what all the 2 letter acronyms stand for if you don't already know them.
And then there's band, which is an entirely a different part in my life. You know, I always thought band is just a CCA, I mean every one has one, and it just becomes a part and parcel of life. Except the people you meet, and eventually grew close with, becomes a part of you because you spend so much time together. But that's in secondary school. Its a different story in JC. In AC, in particular.
Band is not just a CCA because you're in it not for the CCA points but rather, for the music and desire to continue the strong legacy. If I wanted CCA points, I could have just tried my luck in the Council or do with labourous community work right?
And the people you meet in band may or may not be an important part of your life because you only meet to make good music, and not forge long lasting relationships. If I wanted to stick to my lifelong circle of friends, would I have appealed out of JJ and suffer in an totally new environment, not whether its the best decision for me?
All the more in a JC, where academics takes priority above all, and knowing I wouldn't do as well as I would if I had stayed. But I chose to take a completely new path and await the challenges ahead. I'm not whining nor regretting my decision. (In fact, my biggest regret up to this date was actually not taking H1 Math, but that would be completely out of point.)
Its just that 1 year has just zoomed passed me yet again, and I can actually say I'm alive and well. I dare say that this has definitely been one of the most rigourous academic phases of my life, on top my other commitments and what nots. Although things weren't sunshine and roses for me this year, I can actually feel myself grow a little bit? I can't exactly put it to words, but I guess the best description would be knowing how others perceive of me. I admit I can be childish at times, but that aside, I'm actually beginning to get a taste of reality.
Not everything can be smooth sailing and that's just life.
Forgive me for the whiny post, but I just need time to reflect on all the things I've done for the year. Some may be fruitful, while some regretful, but almost all the experiences I had this year was deserved? Failing Terms (now Promos), attaining the Gold, gaining relationships (and lose some). All in the name of retribution maybe?
My biggest lesson this year is probably realising how every small move I make impact directly or indirectly to others and myself, knowingly or unknowingly. Its not a great feeling knowing when you've done wrong, but it makes you feel better knowing that you still have a chance to impend on your mistakes. Only thing I ask for now is time, to retrace every step I made and make right.
PROFILE
I think it's about time I actually put something here. Hmmm okay so where do I begin in summarising my awesome self.
I think the main and most obvious thing about me is I'm short and I'm short. And second is of course my admiration for DBSK. Note: Admiration and not obsession. If only time allows me to obsessed with them. Then I'd probably know what they have breakfast everyday. Yep.
Currently suffering studying in ACJC, and playing horn in the most awesome band evah! BCME is a horrible combination, especially with H2 Math. And to this day, I couldn't understand why I took it over H2 Econs. WHY? D:
School life aside, there really isn't much more to me. Cause the time spent outside school or band is usually behind this laptop where I regurgitate my life stories in this blog. Or parts which I could remember at least.
I can only expect it to get tougher with JC2 life to come, but when the going gets tough, the tough gets going. (Kay overused, so what? Still no infringement right?!) So no promises on keeping this blog alive. But as long I have the motivation, inspiration and angst, I will be sticking the shit every now and then. :)
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